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Name:
Martin ≧◡≦
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1,917
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Age:
19
Joined:
Dec 12, 2017
Subscribers:
132
Country:
Estonia
Interests:
Anime, video making
Music:
vaporwave
Content creators
chamington chamington
Videos: 63
Video Views: 8,998
Subscribers: 117
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Subscribers: 229
Martinike
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Channel Comments (16)
Martinike
Martinike (5 days ago) No one probably cares, but a lot of stuff has been going on in my personal life for the past few months. Kind of depressed and have had a lot of anxiety.
Martinike
Martinike (5 days ago) It is extremely hard to make the content, that I want to do. I'm constantly stuck with me unable to improve myself and thus unable to make stuff I'm passionate about. I don't know. My schedule is messed up. Like I spent too much time, you know, doing things that I probably shouldn't be doing, making a lot of bad mistakes in my life.
Martinike
Martinike (5 days ago) I was also reading the comments of my videos and like people actually still want me to make videos. Like people still do care. Also was watching some of my old videos and it just made me so upset because I used to be so happy. Why can't I do something like this now? And it's just like, when your mind is like, constantly like racing within anxiety and you're depressed and like all this going on, you're in your own world.
Martinike
Martinike (5 days ago) So, you know, a message to everyone out there who wants to see me just spiral down to ditch and never come back up again.
BoredWithADHD
BoredWithADHD (7 months ago) I'm your favorite user on this site. Don't lie
boa654
boa654 (7 months ago) hi want to be friends
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HopNodNow (8 months ago) Hello
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iamqqqqqqq (9 months ago) lmao the "REC VidLii Exclusive" bumper made me laugh
geekyTV
geekyTV (1 year ago) ello
rhys
rhys (1 year ago) thank you :)
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